this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
wah lauz.. i realli buay tahan le.. damn hungry.. cant even bite.. de stitches.. veri pain whenever i open my mouth. arGH!!! i realli damn hungry..... haiz.. de feelin is even worse de time i suffer frm the pain.. haiz.. cant eat........ i wan food..... haiz...... i realli wanna cry le.. haiz.. first time ever in my life so long no food for me........ alamakz.. haiz.. de more i type.. de more i wanna cry.. haiz..i realli veri buay tahan..... i WAN FOOD!!!! never in my life i gone so mani days without ani food.. cant bite at all.. and i HATE PORRIDGE!!!!!! arGh!! first time in my life.. i think i going to faint on de road.. ha!! i so big size.. faint le.. cham le la!!! oh man.. de feeling sucks!!! idiot.. first time ever.. i wanna kill all dentist in de world... damndamndamn!! haha!!! pray hard... i will nt faint. oh no..haiz.. de feeling.. haiz.. see all de delicious food.. n yet i cant enjoy...... haiz...... i realli wanna cry man.. haiz.. i hate it.. argH!! i hate i hate i hate!!! so tired.. so hungry.. cant eat.. wo de tian ar.. some1 pls help me.... haiz... pray hard.. friday quickly come..den i can remove de stitch..!!! haha!!
DAMN U WISDOM TOOTH!!! I HATE U!!! I CURSE U!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
well.. taken out.. ha!! but.. still scared... can u imagine?~ ystrday when slping... once i close my eye.. de drilling song... came n haunt me.. so scared lo..haha.. ok.. but.. nw.. another sad thing happen.. my fone... suddenly no sound..haiz... duno how le la.. lazy 2 blog.. bye!
ha.. juz taken out my tooth... i will take a foto le.. den post next time.. but nw.. i am in total numbness... and blood floodin in my mouth!!! euUuEee!!! haiz.. it sucks.. in total fear.. haha!! nw.. cant tok..haiz... dun feel like bloggin oso le. bye!
Tuesday.... i skipped mornin lesson again.. coz i overslept.. den duno why my mum suddenly come home.. den she saw me still at home..den she gt so angry.. den she take away my laptop.. haiz... den liydat la.. haiz.. den went home... so tired.. nth to do.. cannot online.. haiz.. so watch tv whole nite.. duHx.. no life... haiz.. den after tat... slp... but... my idiotic wisdom tooth spoil my nite.... had 2 panadols... slept at 1am... pain... den stop awhile... and i wake up again... at 2am...4am...5am..6am... ha.. so u tell me la!!! i slp hw long?!ha!! duno...
wednesday... went 2 sch... majiam walkin zombie.. haiz.. well.. i was late.. so my dad gave me another 10bucks and ask me take cab dwn la..haha!! but still 15mins late.. but Mr Lam never scold la.. den after lesson.. wanted 2 go Alexandra Hosp... to check my tooth.. coz i buay tahan le.. but i keep callin la.. coz wanna ask ma.. coz they say no walk-ins on wednesday.. but... no 1 answer... wat de heck.. duno wat they doin la.. den reach Queenstown.. i call again.. finally answer.. and the person tat answer my call.. attitude sucKs!!! watever.. wat they told me is juz... 2day no dentist will attend 2 u..tats all... wat de.. ok.. so i went back sch... den go co room.. den rot ard.... den sms Angeline... den she came dwn lo.. den accompany me go Clementi buy de Bactidol tat Lihua intro me... den after tat... she go Samuel & Kevin shop awhile la.. den after tat we go back to sch for sectional lo.. den practice practice la.. den after tat go makan at fc4 with Marleen n Harrison.. den Layleng came n join us lo.. den after tat went back 2 practice.. den i accidentally spoil Shimin's pineapple keychain.. den i went in co room..den i show Yinzhi they all.. den they start pointin finger at me.. den de whole co.. start "horhor!!!" and most of them duno wat happen.. haha!! make me so paiseh...haiz... den after prac.. i quickly go home.. coz veri tired le.. den my nitemare start... suddenly veri pain.. at 11pm.. den i pain till i cry n cry.. haiz.. den i whole nite never slp at all... my mum get so worried lo..haiz...
den earli in de mornin... 7am..went 2 AH lo.. reach at 730am..but de clinic onli open at 830am..haiz.. so wait n wait.. de stuffs there.. total difference 1 lo.. clinic E1...stuff attitude.. veri veri good... but Clinic E2....sucks 2 de core... clinic E1 is for wisdom tooth.. de other.. for xray n those minor checkups... haiz.. den after tat.. waited till ard 9plus..den my turn lo..went in.. den de dentist say.. my wisdom tooth is coming out.. den hitting de other tooth.. haiz.. den de other spoilt tooth.. oso cannot save le..have 2 extract.. but.. i can put braces after de extraction to push de back teeth to cover up de hole.. which means my right side wisdom tooth on top.. no need 2 extract~haha!! but.. braces... means.. 3000+... haiz.. sad.. well.. later i will be goin for de extraction.. i veri scared.. haiz... jiu ming ar!!! haiz..
ha!! RWP!!! i receive warning letter.. wat de heck!!! idiot..
ok.. juz got back from badminton.. shiOk... veri long never play le... haha!! well.. though play juz a short while.. but i think.. is shiok..haha!! alot smashing.. yeahyeah!! but.. haha.. this oso means tat my right hand is going 2 becum BIGGER... ha.. sad!haa!!.. ok.. i continue with previous blog.. well.. den after practice of 1 time.. the ppl keep coming up..and give briefing.. ha.. their briefing.. majiam no briefing.. wat de.. never even state clearly where 2 walk n stuffs.. ok.. nvm... den tat SAM!!! idiot.. came up.. oh yah. tokin abt him.. i forget 2 mention earlier.. when CO practicing.. den we combine with de choir.. den after tat.. he came up.. scolded de kids.. he pin pointed out lo.. i mean.. haiyo.. kids oso gt their "face" 1 ma.. at least juz warn them nicely la.. he shouted at them lo.. come up to de platform... and SHOOT!!.. wat de... so humiliating... at least the kids are a happy bunch.. they never get too upset abt it n cry lo.. haiyo.. ok.. back.. den after our pract.. he came up.. scold scold scold.. damn him.. realli feel like squashin him lo.. realli.. and i said something mean about him..haha!! well.. err... is... even if TREAT him eat cow dung.. i oso think cow dung is too high class for him sia!!.. ha!! ooPs!! i shall not discriminate cow dung!!haha..den Lihua say he look like PAPAYA!!!haha!!! oh man.. haha!!! den Weijie more funni.... say him... this fat guy.. walking so "fast" sia!!!haha!! this is a joke abt de time he conducted us.. tell us wat "Allergo" is walkin speed.. and yet his in front like majiam flying bullet train.. ha!! den another guy come up... den he start saying.."er... i know tat side a lot of ppl.. so A BIT VERI VERI CRAMP....(de rest... all crap.. dunwan elaborate)..." so.. i started 2 fool ard.. so i asked de ppl ard me.. "so hor.. izzit A BIT CRAMP or izzit VERI VERI CRAMP leh!? i english bo bian la.. B3... veri poor.. dun understand their A1 english.." haha!!! and the ppl start laughing..haha!! den Weijie... sitting behind his zhongyingsheng and start cursing..haha!! so funny.. den me n Lihua say.. he b4 concert.. veri stress.. need 2 destress...haha!!! den after tat... they say..."ok.. i need u all, the CO, 2 report back by 445pm..." when it is already 440pm.. rubbish.. so... they at first say.. go outside.. take ur shoe.. den go dwnstairs.. den oso never say go which side.. den all walk ard.. blur... den after tat.. waited n waited.. tat idiot SAM!!! suddenly.. on the spotlight..suppose 2 try this before de performance...but they DIDNT!!! all thankz to him.. i hardly able to see conductor's baton and my scores.. idiot.. den so.. play so badly.. and.. de worse is.. their stage men.. more worse.. carry guzheng.. carry till make until ppl's music stand fall and hit other ppl's instrument during performance.. this kind of mistakes... stupid lo.. duno where is their spirit of excellence... ok.. nvm... den.... during plucked section... they even forget de CONDUCTOR STAND!!! are they dumb or wat.. haiz... everyting realli screwup.... after us... is interval.. den de Wind ensemble's turn.. den after tat.. combine.. ha.. tat 1... worst ever Finale i ever seen in planet earth.. haha!!!.. i realli feel so paiseh for Mr Lum.. coming 2 conduct such a lousy piece put up by de CO n WE... idiot.. first is.. at first they say finish le.. den their ppl ask us go up.. den Weijie n Lihua they all.. Monkey see Monkey do la.. haiyo.. and i ji tao blur.. den i quickly call back Weijie... and told him we have 2 line up!!! den he realise it..haha!! *yeah! muz praise myself for being a sharp observer..haha!!* dencame dwn.. 1 of de SWE ppl came dwn.. their bring dwn de music stand to make de job of stage men easier.. and.. we have to bring our own music stand up.. for those who needed it.. den after tat.. they majiam wat lo.. den we ask them.. so.. where are de music stands..?~ and they reply us.. "oh.. i duno leh!!!" i nearly strangle tat person.. den this causes Weijie 2 run up and dwn.. juz to get more music stands... den i am suppose 2 be 1 of the first to go on stage.. and walk by de aisle of the stage.. and de stupid stage men put de chair at de asile.. leavin me less den 1mm of walkin space.. u think i ant izzit!??...den on stage.. ha.. most funniest thing is comin up.. Weijie.. suppose 2 play zhongyinsheng... go on stage.. ha.. guess wat.. his sheng.. duno go where.. haha!! de crew ppl.. forget 2 bring up!!!! so lame.. i realli.. ha... den this make Weijie more cham.. go and carry his sheng all de way to his place.. and have Franky 2 help him 2 pass him his special chair.. realli.. first time.. ha.. saw this kind of things... den next thing happen is.. dun have music stand for our 2 yangqin player.. ha.. den make Mr Lum go on stage stand n waited.. so paiseh.. and even need him 2 tell them.. .no MUSIC STANDS!!! and have him help them open music stand.. haiyo.. so paiseh 2 tell ppl we are de guest player for them.. even we these few small kids... oso paiseh le.. still gt Mr Lum.. he is someone of high standards.. someone of real status in CO world lo.. haiz.. ok.. these technical faults... still not de worse.. next.. playing de song.. ha.. de wind ensemble ppl.. practically driving us 2 madness.. play so fast suddenly.... and slow dwn de next minute.. kaoz.. i feel like smashin them... and Mr Lum tried so hard 2 slow them dwn... but he couldnt.. so.. at least.. we... de accompany.. try speedin up.. 2 cover up... realli.. de piece.. suckz.. tat song.. u go ard... ask those ppl in CO world.. i think no 1 will say this piece of music is bad.. i think.. most of them.. will tell u.. this piece of music is a veri nice... sweet piece lo.. ha.. i think u all will puke when listening.. den de few of us.. quickly... get off frm tat place... den Mr Ng drove me n Xinjie back hme.. and on the car.. i heard someting even more shocking.. about SAM!!! well... tat papaya.. ha.. he is NT EVEN DE CONDUCTOR OF THE WIND ENSEMBLE!!! i was like... *lightings struck me* he is juz a incharge of cultural thingy in SOKA!!! i realli.. feel llike smashin his big fat tummy into a U shaped bowl tat can hold a timpani!!! idiot.. and was askin Mr Ng.. why isnt there a run thru of de whole programme like as if performance.. and he told me.. they say no need.. ha!! yeah.. SAM said no need.. whOo!! all thanks 2 u this CULTURAL INCHARGE.. who thinks tat u know EACH N EVERYTING... de whole concert screw up.. this concert.. is even worse de SPCO concert (long teng tat yr)... realli.. nt i biased.. well... i muz admit.. though i in SPCO..... we are realli a no standard CO... but i think.. we can perform much more better those ppl.. and at least.. we are organised.. unlike them... arGh!! so angry lo.......finally.. finish updating.. realli wasted my time ystrday.. idiot...
ha!! let me tell u.. de concert.. ha!! all those ppl tat i have asked u all 2 come... haha!! u all realli muzt thank urself for nt coming.. haha!!! coz.. it is a damn wasting time concert.. no standard at aLL!... start from morning... meet 10am at CC with Xinjie n Sinyi.. but teacher was late.. he onli reach by 1030am.. den we reach onli by 1110am @ Tampines... and... we thought we are veri late le... but... we are EARLI!!! wat the.. the practice is suppose 2 start by 11am.. which means... everyone MUST!!! i repeart... MUST!!! be on stage.. finishin tuning their instrument and wait for the conductor.. but when i reach there... ha.. i tell u.. juz a few ppl.. same few ppl.. those guys moving the chairs and stuffs.. haha.. well.. if u tink this is nothing.. haha!! read on.. more 2 come.. this is juz de APPETIZER!!! ok.. den pract start at 12noon.. till 2pm... and the next timg tat happen is to ME!!! i cut my finger on friday.. and de cut.. is getting deeper.. and this causes me 2 play like shit... yeah... ha!!.. so pissed off... so pain oso... den.. after tat.. someting happened 2 Lihua.. she played Daruan.. den de stage damn small.. and cramp... so... she accidentally hitted Mr Tang's(bass player) file.. den she quickly picked it up fer him.. den apologise.. den so... James asked her move her chair forward a bit.. but... suay suay... her chair hit another person's music stand... which is another bass player.. and tat idiot scolded Lihua.. nt realli scold... but insulted her lo.. she so angry lo.. he said her... "u juz nw hit ppl's stand.. nw come hit mine.. duno wat u will hit later..." well.. this might sound like juz playing... but... de look on his face.. realli makes de few of us pissed off... hey.. mind u.. he is a TEACHER in school!!!!! u mean teachers are so rude?!! whOo!! and somemore.. call urself a SOKA member... whOo!! someone who believe in Buddha!! such a disgrace... and Lihua gt so fed up... she ji tao black face.. den after tat... went makan.. den Mr Ng came over.. and ask Lihua why she so angry.. den Mr Ng heard le.. den go and say tat teacher of coz!haha!! yeppie!!haha!! de few of us are there 2 help u perform lo.. we are de guest player lo.. is tat de way u treated us?! suan le.. is nt tat we are askin anyting in return for helping u lo.. at least... respect us la.. den... went back.. de 5guys started practicin their Canon in D... outside the hall.. well.. then de SAM!!! * remember i mention him before? tat guy tat conducted YAO ZU WU QU until like majiam duno wat liydat.. so fast that 1.... ha!! i have more 2 complain abt him.. leave him 2 de later part* he came out la.. den walk ard.. den keep looking at us.. den he came over and say..."can u all juz go downstairs and practice? u all are disturbin the Wind Ensemble..." ok...well.. at first.. i was thinkin.. oh.. maybe they are realli veri loud.. but juz nice.. Mr Ng came out.. and he asked us where we going.. and after tellin him wat happen.. he asked.."huh?! since when u all have started practicing?! i haven hear aniting when sitting inside at de last roW!" haha!!!!... wat de... ok.. so suan le.. we went away.. den the Wind Ensemble ppl... took their own sweet time and practice.. and get LOST!!.. wasted de time.. suppose 2 combine prac with CO for de YAO ZU WU QU at 330pm.. but.. whole thing onli start at 4pm.. ok.. nvm... den.. they went thru de stupid coming in and coming out which is suppose 2 be settle way before de rehearsal!... and we all so blur.. dun even noe wat the heck they wan... den after tat... went up.. den Mr Lum came n conduct fer once... well.. toking abt Mr Lum.. i realli wanna salute him.. why?!~ coz.. his mum... pass away few days ago.. and ystrday morning was her funeral.. and Mr Lum rushed over 2 conduct.. coz of the committment... i realli respect him for his level of committment to things and oso his attitude... he nv show his sorrows in front of anione of us.. can u imagine?! losing ur own mother and yet u have to put up a strong front?~.... and realli.... he knew hw 2 put away his personal matters while working... ok.. shall end here first.. come and update later.. now going 2 play badminton!! haha!! yeah yeah... see whether later got energy 2 come update anot..haha!!! bye!!!
damn.. dun ask me why i so late blog 2day.. i cant slp.. why?! all thankz to 2 idiotic wisdom tooth i have.. oh man.. duno why 2day de pain is so great.. headache.. tokin about 2nite's performance.. ha!! i gt lots of things 1 complain. .but i veri lazy 1 type now.. my day... 2day.. tiring.. enjoying... but yet.. it sucks... all thankz 2 de things that happen thru out de concert.. arGh.. now de pain in subsiding.. i think i better go catch some slp.. before the morning come and i have to go 2 sch... idiot.. more sian.. now my mouth veri numb.. wat the... kaoz.. i veri frustrated... so late.. and yet i still cant slp..
wHOo.. so long neber blog le.. haha!!forgotten where i stop le...
haha!! .. lame.. well.. wat happen these few days.. shall update slowly.. first i start from wednesday....
had lesson frm 8am-12pm.. den after that went to CO... den sectional onli got me n Samuel.. so pathetic.. den halfway Qiantong called.. ask me go help her with something!~haha!! and i went.. den i laughed like siaO!! oh yah.. Qiantong have a realli great voice.. so does Peile!!!haha!! den after tat... Samuel called and ask me quickly go dwn.. so i went la.. den have practice.. den after tat go makan.. den tat nite pract river raft songs lo.. so Eileen came n wasted her time~haha!! den after practice.. i rushed home.. coz i veri tired.. den de next day gt quiz and i haven finish studyin yet... den after tat.. reach hme.. my wisdom tooth pain again.. den headache.. nv study..
den thursday.. nth much.. went 2 sch... late... 830pm den reach.. but at least i go.. coz for RWP i onli went for 2times?haha!! den after tat quiz.. so difficult.. haiz.. den after tat went makan.. den went library finish up my report for my Inorganic n organic chem practical.. haha!! den went for practical la.. so boring n tiring lo.. de practical.. need to find all de isomers.. ha!!... den after practical.. went 2 co room.. sat dwn chatted a lot of stuffs with de seniors..haha!! tokin abt our secondary sch life..haha!! realise.. i am a veri rebellious gal in secondary!!haha!! ooPs.. haha!! den after tat.. gt a couple came.. they are Marleen's ITP boss?~haha! they getting marry ma.. den they invited Marleen and a few others 2 perform CO sia!haha!! den we sit ard n listen oso... den after tat went home with Layleng..
haha!! this is Chloroethane!!!!~
den for Friday.. Hari Raya la.. but.. a veri busy day for me.. have cell grp in the morning at 1130am.. but onli started at ard 12+pm.. den ended at ard 245pm.. den actually wanna go eat with them. but they keep dilly dally.. den i no choice have to go first.. coz Mr Ng coming to drive us to tampines at 4pm.. den i a bit sad la. coz veri long never see my cg le.. den they dun wan go makan with me..!!! bad sia!!haha!! suan le.. den went hme.. quickly pack up.. den went dwn lo.. den reach tampines.. so hungry.. and i was starving like mad.. till 9+pm den rehearsal ended.. den me, Xinjie, James, Lihua, Yikloong, MingKwang, we went to Tampines MRT station there makan.. den i veri hungry.. den i keep complainin.. den James said,"i like first time hear u complain u hungry leh!!haha" so funny lo!!haha! coz that time go ACS(B) is Xinjie complain hungry.. den all along.. i nv complain b4..haha!! den we tok and eat till ard 1030pm lo.. den me and Xinjie took de train.. all de way from Tampine to Boonlay... den we onli reach home at 12am.. so tiring..
well.. they are.. Franky, James, Yikloong.. they are acting CooL~haha!!!
thiS is YanGqiN!!! taken by Xinjie.. using my fone!!! haha!!
thiS is PiPa!!! taKen by Xinjie oso.. haiyo..haha!!
den today.. wake up at 2pm.. so tired la.. den went to 430pm service.. with baihui.. den after that.. went co.. den Mr ng force me play double bass...haha! den i dunwan.. den after tat.. he keep askin me and Xinjie go level 4 take percussion item dwn.. den he say 1 instrument at a time.. den each time we came dwn.. he ask us take another 1.. so in de end we keep goin up and dwn for 3 times!!!haha!! den after tat Joanne came join us for a while.. den after tat go hme lo.. den tml still gt co.. in de morning.. meetin Mr ng 10am at gekpoh.. coz he driving us over to tampines again lo~haha!! yah.. think tats all ba...
well... was tinking.. about wat Yuxing have told me the other day on msn.. well.. Yuxing.. what i wanna tell you is.. realli thankz a lot.. u show me the light.. but sad to say.. i have yet able to let go of that.. hope that u dun blame me.. was thinkin veri long.. on hw shld i realli face that problem.. yah.. ha! i know i am juz a nobody.... but i wan to be a somebody.. ha! what crap...
well.. and also.. i am thinking.. perharps... i shld realli let go..?! i wanted to.. but thoughts of it... is there... but my heart isnt agreeing to it..yesh i noe.. i am a weakling.. but i duno.. realli... haiz.. sometimes.. i realli dunwan to blog down how i feel.. because i dunwan ppl to know my feeling.. frankly speaking... this blog.. is onli intended to be set up for me to blog abt stuffs that i onli wish my close frenx will see.. but seems like.. now... a lot of ppl have my blog link.. haiz.. ok.. suan le..
well...today.. have math test.. i tell u all.. it realli SUCKS!!! i forget all abt the new format... and i finish all 7qns in section A!!!! and i forget about section B!!! so as a result.. i can onli say.. yesh i can pass.. but.... scoring well.. is another thing.. haiz.. think shall stop here... bye..
ok.. i shld recap what happen ystderday la. ok.. well.. ystrday.. reach sch earli lo.. reach at 758am lo.. ha!!! den happily went up clz.. den reach clz.. so shock!! not much ppl yet!ha!! den teacher also duno go where le..haha!! den teacher came back.. oh yah. it was my PTN... ha!! i still dun like him!!!and duno why.. never start lesson.. den he cant login to is SelfAccessService thingy to mark our attendence on de spot.. so in the end.. he pass a paper ard to ask us write down the name. whOot!! den i so saD!!haha!!! coz i finally earli den he dun wan take attendencE!!haha!! so i say," hey 'cher.. mark attendence leh!!!!" den de rest sitting ard me laugh like mad.. haha!! coz i was earli.... den Hanee help me say even louder.. "chEr... mark attendence leh.. someone is earli today!!!haa!" then he asked... who was earli today... den i veri excited.. and say... "ME! ME! ME!! i am earli today!!" haha!! den whole clz look at me n burst into laughters lo..haha!! kk.. at least i add some laughters into de boring lesson... ha!!! den lesson onli start at 820am.. ha!! end at 9am.. i nearli fall aslp... den i was actually thinking of skipping the next tutorial which is frm 10am-11am.. but i stayed.. coz Jialin never come.. den if i go off, Xueshi will be alone.. so i stayed n accompany her lo.. den after lesson.. i went off... to Outram... to Singapore Dental Care...when i reach there.. they say.. here cannot.. den wans me go to polyclinic. ha!! so in de end.. i wasted a trip dwn of coz la.. so i later went to Jurong Polyclinic.. den reach at 1250pm.. ha!! suay suay... 1pm their lunch time.. so i went off lo.. go JE roam ard.. haha!! den after that... went back.. meet Yihern.. coz she finish lesson le.. den summore.. her sch.. ha!! juz beside the polyclinic~! so she came la.. den Xinjie got CO cannot come lo.. haha!! den after meeting Yihern.. i got my queue number.. and realise my queue number will be long.. tat time was already 215pm.. my turn will be ard 345pm... ha!! so we decided to go makan.. den after that went back.. 330pm.. at the veri moment i step in.. my turn le!!! haha!! so zhun!!!haha!! ha!! everyting cost me 39bucks lo.. so much.. and i got a latest news... i have all 4 wisdom tooth growing.. and the bottom two have to extracted... and since the teeth actually come in a pair.. meaning the top and bottom.. so.. there is no use for me keeping the top one... since i and extracting my bottom two.. so.. in conclusion.... I HAVE TO EXTRACT ALL MY 4 WISDOM TOOTH!!!! so sad.. which means... i going to pay... almost 800bucks for all my wisdom tooth!!!!!!!!!!! waste my money!!!! haiz... den after that.. went JP with Yihern.. go meet YiXuen..(her twin)... haha!! den walk ard.. den after that... they left first den i walk ard.. went in to baleno..bought a shirt lo.haha! it is a black top.. with red tank top inside.. ha!! 18bucks.. nt bad la..haha!! den my mum called.. den told her that i bought that.. ha!! den she scolded me for buying bLacK!!haha! den after that.. i went home lo.. haha! den nth to do oso.. den ard 1020pm.. mum reach hme.. den show her the shirt.. den she say.. quite nice.. but.. too bad.. is black!!!!!!!haha!! alamak.. that shirt..haha! actually is for my LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!haha!! and my bottom oso black..haha! a bit bad lo..haha!!! keke...
(haha!! realise the black word in white?!haha!! coz my backgrd is black.. den if i put black.. den cannot see aniting la!!! haha!!!)
well.. now.. haha! suppose to have lesson.. but i too tired..so i slept thru... going for maths lesson later ba..haha!! den later at 5pm.. got math quiz.. i haben even touch it!!!!!!!!!!haha!! suan le.. haha!! keke..
wat de.. i post such a long thingy le.. den nw. GONE!>! no mood 2type again. ha!! lazy. haven study my maths... be back tml..bye!
whOo! juz got back from CO pract... err.. an hour plus ago lo.ha!! well.. hmm.. veri tired lo.. coz.. i onli have 3hrs slp?!~ha!! slept at 6+am juz nw.. den wake up at 920am.... den meet Jie fer CO.. and i tell u.. ha!! we are earLy!!!!ha!! ok.. so we sit ard for a while... den prac start at 1040am?!ha... den start with YAO ZU WU QU lo..well. have lots of fun during this practice time..ha!! coz Lihua was sitting beside me playing daruan.. den James n Yikloong behind me playing cello.. haha!! den lots of lame thing happen.. ha!! but i wan 2 mention!!! that 2 guy.!! bully me!!! pok me with their boW!!! den tat Yikloong... wipe de bow on my black shirt.. causing it becum WHITE!ha!!well.. u all might wonder why becum white!ha!! those in CO might noe.. coz of de "song xiang" la!... wat de... so..i revenge by stealing away his bow~ha!! ok.. so after that have break lo.. den after have practice again.. den i start feeling tired and sian coz James n Lihua sit far away.. coz both playing daruan.. den onli Yikloong sit behind me still playing cello.ha!... den after that.. play halfway... err... nono... shld say.. juz de first note of one of de song... ha!! sumting happen to my zhongruan!!!!! my 1st string break agaiN! whOo!! 5th time le!!haha!!! oh no.. ha!!.. den Yikloong behind me.. start laughing.. aunties beside me start laughing too~ uncle playing zhongruan oso... oh no!ha! they say i too violent!haha!! den after that i went to get another zhongruan lo...den i miss out one of de song.. ha!! den after practice.. den watch de 5guys namely, Franky, MingKwang, Jason, Yikloong, James... playing Canon in D... ha!! they are juz like de string ensemble~haha!! so funny.. den they got one part play until veri cartoon kind.. den i start laughing.. den i sae, " ha!!! 5veri cartoon guy playing a veri cartoon song!!!"haha!! den after tat..went to repair de chinese xylophone with Jie lo.. ha!! so funny... den Mr Ng sit dwn there watch us repair.. den he juz give us instruction on wat to do!!! ha! but never mind... we manage to ask him to drive us to Tampines on this coming Friday n Sunday~ Friday for de full-dress rehearsal run-over.. den Sunday for the performance~ha!!! heeEEe!!! den after a while.. Mr Ng drove me n Jie to JP.. coz i wanna buy my concession~... well.. den after that went home.. haiz.. now.. my tooth start acting up le.. haiz.. well.. other den my 3wisdom tooth.. ha! actually i gt a spoil tooth.. why?!~ ha!!! coz that time.. de filling came off.. den i keep forgetting to go and get a repair ASAP.. den now.. de hole too big.. den i gonna live with it....... is either i pluck tat out.. or i do de repairing.. which cost me a bomb.. nt onli a bomb but a NUCLEAR bomb! ha!! it will cost me 900+buckx!! oh man.. i so sad..haiz.. cham.. how?! err.. oh man.haiz.. think no i will stay away from all sweetened drinks.. MINERAL WATER.. my one and onli source of fluid intake!ha!! lame.. ok.. den well.. tml have to realli go see a dentist le.. if not.. think i gonna die of painness..!! ha!! realli.. u can realli not able to tink of how de pain is..ha!! like before i haven gt this wisdom tooth problem.. i always think those with wisdom tooth ppl are juz so weak.. so little pain..ha!! but nw.. i wanna salute them.. they were able to endure the pain.. ha!! i am now so in pain.. all thanks to the wisdom tooth with no wisdom at all... duHz...!!! ha!!
well... was looking thru my pictures juz now.. ha!! i realise my hairstyle/ hair length keep changing!ha!! oh man... haha!! whOo~ but tats wat i wan ma!!haha!! ok.. haiz.. i veri tired.... ha!!
ok..well.think my previous entry realli make alot of u worry about me.. ha!.. think i ok le la. ha!!juz venting out.. ok.. ha! well 2day.. i did nth again!ha.. wake up at 1+pm...online.. play... den slp again at 4pm.. wake up again at 7+pm.. online play. ha! i am lazy. oh no..ha!!... ok.. shall stop here.. ha! got a pic!!whOo!!wahahaha!! sorry.. i too zhilian le...haha! who say ugly ppl cannot zhilian?!!haha! i am 1good example!!!!!whOo!! i ruLex!!haha!!
Yuxing... i read ur blog.. den suddenly i have de same feeling... ha...
coz i keep skipping lessons... haha... coz i am veri rude?~ haha!! coz i am a freaK!!!! i realli think tat i am kind of freak sumtimes.. why cant i juz be a good gal... everyday go sch... listen 2 teacher... dun think so much.. be a model student... study hard... dun join cca... even if join.. still put ur studies before ur cca.... wat de... i hate it.. and also.. dun be such a loud person... oh man.. thinking of it.. i realli think tat i SUCKS to de CORE!!!... wat is this man!!! maybe i am realli juz a loner.. i am antisocial... yeah?~ha... sumtimes i realli hate myself for doing all these but i simply duno why am i still doing all this.. i hate de way i bring myself.. i hate de way ppl look at me.. i hate de way i am.. but i have 2 accept de fact that i am who i am.... maybe is because me myself.. in my heart.. i am too compertitive with de ppl ard me?!~ always thinkin that i can be better den whoever is ard me.. and this causes me 2 be nt like me?!~ i hate tat... i duno wat am i doing... everyday.. reach hme.. i will have 2 online.. study!?~ no way.. wat happen 2 me... during my primary n secondary sch days.. i have never have de guts 2 nt study for ani test/quiz.. i have no guts 2 skip ani lesson.. nt even being late.. but why... i have changed since i came into poly.. have i realli make a wrong choice by entering into poly instead of going for 3yrs Pre-U course?~ i think so.. i regretted.. i realli regretted... i hate it when i am getting more n more worse.. i am realli getting frm bad to worse.. i wanna change.. but i am half hearted.. arGH!!!! i think i simply suckx... haiz.. but still i have 2 love myself as who i am... wat de... haiz.. nw... have 2 rush off le.. if nt.. later late again.. i realli duno wat i will do le..
*i am realli wondering what have i become.. why have i become so rebellious... why have i become so lazy.... arGh!~*
yesh.. i skipped lesson 2day again...oh man!! think.. i going crazy le.. haiz.. duno la.. de wisdom tooth is making me feeling so sian.. idiot... think i have 2 stay at hme tml, SATURDAY... whole day.. and start my revising.. if nt.. sure die!! haha!! skipped math lesson 2day.. haiz.. quite boring... haiz.. den Jialin sms me and say i never go again.. haiz.. sumtimes.. i realli duno wat am i doing.. perharps i am crazy..!!!! ok.. think tats all...
*stop my tears frm falling dwn... stop me frm missing u..*
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haha!! which 1 looks better!? *crazy*
before i update... haha!! keke.. EILEEN!!! yah.. sorry... miss u out in my Thankyou list!!haha!! she ar.. er... know her thru SPCO.. haha!! but she frm NPCO!!haha! well.. she was juz guest performer for SPCO last yr... same as me..haha!! so gt 2 know her la...haha!! she ar... always laming ard..haha!! yeah!!?~ happy meal ya~haha!! nw u gt urs le..haha!! nw i think i got to find mine le!!Wahahha!!!
let me start from wednesday.. well.. have lesson till 12pm lo... den went FC3... den a while later.. went 2 fetch Ailing at Dover mrt station.. brought her 2 SP and have lunch.. after that..went Paya Lebar with her for interview for Giordano... den they ask us wait for call.. coz they nw nt employing ani part timers yet...so sad.. haiz.. well.. den after tat i rush back sch lo.. for CO sectional pract... it have been so long since i went for pluck session sectional.. i realise i realli getting no where for the new songs for concert of SPCO.. haha!!! coz even if i go sectional prac.. i will have 2 go fer percussion item.. coz it is difficult.. a new instrument for me.. well.. for zhongruan.. at least i can pract at hme.. but nw.. have 2 pract de songs for soka first.. coz concert coming le.. is on de 23rd Jan.. den on de 30th Jan.. got SPCO River Raft performance oso.. haiz.. so tiring.. nw my fingers all peeling le.. sob.. so pain lo.. haiz.. well.. but i love tat feeling!!!!!!!haha!!! which means.. i GOT PRACTICE!!!!!!!haha!!! well.. so.. ystrday.. pract from 315pm-530pm..den went fer dinner.. den after that have combined prac frm 630pm-10pm... oh man... realli solid pract...haha!!! kind of enjoy it.. coz de wisdom tooth never pain..haha!!! but 1 sad thing is Wormy never come.. haha! so no 1 to rot with me during MO LI HUA!!!haha!! oops!!! keke!!! well.. den after pract.. we waited fer Layleng.. coz 2day nobody send her hme.. den so late summore.. so Weiling they all decided 2 accompany her take train lo.. haha!!! den i reach hme veri late oso.. ard 11pm?!~haha!! den after tat... online.. rot... haha!! den a while later went 2 bed.. den sleep of coz!!!!!!haha!!
2day.. skipped de RWP... and Microbiology.. late for IOCHEM!!! well... get a scolding frm Jialin.. soB.. haha!! coz i skipped RWP AGAIN!!! 2day.. 3rd time le.. welll.. coz i realli too tired.. realli...haiz.. den on my way to boonlay train.. saw Joanne... den accompany her go buy sumting... den took train with her lo.. haha!!on de train.. she lookin thru my handphone.. den she sae.."haiyo.. u ar.. take sum photos of some cute guys la!!!haha!" wat a comment lo.. haha! den again.. she said sumting.."so hw's Xinjie?~" den i juz replied her... okok lo... den she pop another funny sentence to me and left me laughing..."haiyo.. think u and Xinjie shld go and find yourself a boyfriend oso la~" at that pt of time.. i nearly burst into de loudest laughter i can ever produce lo!!haha!! den i was saying... as if i wan find a boyfriend will be so easy liydat!!haha!! she ar.. haha!!! getting more n more crazy.. haha!!!! den she meet her frens who were boarding at JE... den when her fren came.. i was playing her fone.. den suddenly she lean on me.. den her frenz kana shock.. haha!! they thought wat happen 2 her.. leaning on a stranger... and yet that stranger never say aniting..haha!! den after that they realise me is Joanne's fren..haha!! den they had a great laugh lo..haha!!! den in de end i late for lesson..haiz. den get a scolding from Mr Lam KS!!!! wat de... i realli dun like him lo.. but bo bian.. he my clz tutor.. dun like him.. nt coz he scold me for being late.. i dun mind he scold me coz i late.... but coz... he is damn naggy n KPO!!! juz nw during lesson.. he keep repeating wat he is saying... and juz nw my buddy clzmate, Victor... was standing up.. den went 2 dustbin.. threw away sum rubbish.. den he will ask.. "haiyo, Victor wat u wan?~ wat u doing..." i was like.. cant u see ar!!! ppl go to dustbin there.. of coz throw rubbish la!!! wat de... common sense leh!!! and oso.. he likes 2 nag n nag... den 2day tell de whole clz.. if next time late.. dun need cum for lesson!!! wat de heck!!! giving students another lesson 2 skip his lesson... wat de... suan le... den for Microbiology.. skipped it coz even if i go.. i will nt listen.. but i will slp.. coz tat teacher practically is majiam toking to de 1st row ppl onli!!! wat de... haiz.. den 2day.. quite ok la.. den today... when i went into de clz.. get scolding frm Lam KS.. den Yuxing told me.. she say CASPER!!haha!! again.. haiz.. den i so jealouS~haha!! why she always get to see my eye-candy.. but i always cant get 2 see...haha!! oh my god.. haha!! den she say.. he was running for poly 50 lo..haha!! regretted tat i never agree 2 join Yuxing they all for Poly 50... arGh!! if nt.. will get 2 see him.. oops!!!haha!! aniway.. Weiling n Szehui.. if u 2 reading..haha!! sHhh!!dun tell him!! i noe u all clzmates..but we are jiemeis okays!!! jiemeis more impt!!! haha!! dun sabo me ar!!! haha!! later he know le.. den he thought i crazy woman~haha!!! oopS..haha!!! but sumting special happen!!! haha!! was on my way 2 FC2 canteen have lunch..den walk pass de Mac... and i saw sumone familiar.. den so.. i stared at her...haha!! den she stared at me too.. den i realise that it is HAISHIN!!! haha!! oh man.. so long never see her le.. she nt much change lo!!haha!! but... we 2.. never call each other.. coz we scared call wrong person.. so after i walk off.. i called Huifen lo.. ask her abt it.. den she nt too sure.. so i smsed Waileong... who is Haishin's cousin la.. den he told me she is in spore lo..haha! so i immediately confirm tat gal i saw is Haishin le lo.. haha! so i actually wanted 2 go back find her.. but too bad.. she was gone..haha!! so i left a msg with Waileong n ask her 2 call me lo.. haha!! and she juz called lo!!.. but sad 2 hear that she is going 2 m'sia tml le.. den will be going back Australia on de 20+ Jan lo..soB... but she might be back!! coz she went 2 took the entry test for SP-ACCOUNTANCY... if she gt de entry... den she will be back in Spore studying in SP!!! yePPie!!haha! so long never see her le.. think is ever since she went to Australia?~haha!! it is like 3yrs le... so long... miss her so much!! one of my khaki in badminton.. haha!! tokin abt badminton.. it have been so long since i last played badminton!!!!!i mean in terms of serious matches!!haha!!! i wanna play!!haha!!! HaishiN!!! u better get admitted into SP!!! den i can have more badminton khaki in SP le!! haha!! yePpiE!! haha!!! well.. den shld be thats all la.. blog for like 1hour pluz?!haha! !why so long!! haha! coz.. i open this page den left it there for kind of long le... den remember tat i have 2 blog... haha! so came back n continue la!!haha!! kk.. gtg le!! bye bloggy!!!miss u guys!!!!!!!!!
well.. nw having excel lesson.. so boring... haiz.. all thankz 2 my wisdom tooth.. giving me so much problem.. causing me so much pain.. unable 2 slp ystrday nite... make my life so miserable nw.. wat de... haiz.. so tired nw.. later still got 2 go for interview.. duno hw.. den still gt SPCO pract... haiz.. till 10.. think i will fall flat later when i reach hme.. sad case leh..haiz... so borin 2 day lo.. haiz... actually i wish tat the time will pass asap so tta i can get out of this toopid place.. haha!!!
ok.. shall blog a special posting..haha!! dunno why suddenly have de urge la~haha!!! ok.. shall start frm my poly first..
DCP/06 they are realli the greatest batch of clzmates i ever had.. though we have conflicts among ourselves.. but still we are united in one way or another.. i wanna thank ppl like Yuxing, Jialin, Xueshi, Hanee's gang of ppl, Jiewei, Salleh... and de rest too.. but these few ppl.. realli they have encourage me thru my days in poly.. as for Yuxing.. she faithfully reading my blog.. keeping herself updated on hw i am though even we are in de same clz.. realli grateful 2 her for always posting entries in her blog specially for me... haha!!! den for Jialin n Xueshi.. forever reminding me 2 go for lesson n ask me nt 2 skip lessons.. haha!!! Hanee's grp of ppl.. u all noe i refering to who~ well.. they are always so caring n nice 2 me.. realli thanks lots!!! as for Jiewei.. he is sum1 who have brought sense 2 me during my down time.. though he always gt suan/scolded by me.. but still.. he nv get angry.. think i muz be kind 2 him!haha!! he realli is sum1, a guy... tat i have talked so seriously before in msn and wat he said had cause me 2 cry.. as wat he said realli kind of *slapped* me 2 my sense.. as for Salleh.. he is always going the extra mile 2 help the clz.. realli appreciate wat he have done~ forever frenz!!! CO this grp of ppl.. known them since i was primary 6... some even earlier... though some have quitted le... ppl like Xinjie, Joanne, Sheila, Huimin, Jennifer, Xinlin, JTCO gang, SRSCO gang.. realli thank them especially JTCO and SRSCO coz they have came n help us out whenever there is performance.. as for Xinjie, realli watch her grow.. frm a primary 3 gal.. till nw.. a sec4 lady.. she have grown so much~ but de main thing is.. she has realli going to co 2gtr with me ever since Joanne n Sheila quit.. realli thanks her so much~ and also nt 2 forget de nites she spent at my hse laming.. haha!! and oso de countdwns we have celebrated 2gether... for Joanne n Sheila.. though they are 2 yrs my junior.. but we never have ani age gap.. realli.. they are simply so fun 2 be with.. always there for me too.. as for Jennifer.. known her since primary1.. but sad 2 say.. our friendship is short.. she have left us to the other world.. *Jenn, u will always be in my heart.. no matter wat happen!!! takecare of urself over there ya~?* as for Xinlin.. duno wat 2 thank him abt seriously..haha!! okok.. maybe de times when we all go rot ard after performance?~and the way he tell u right into de face after u said sumting lame,"u think too much le la.." and also nt forgetting his always heck care attitude.. with tat act cool behaviour..haha!!! u ppl realli rules!!!! JYSS i wanna thank those who have left footprints in my secondary sch life lo.. ppl like Gwen, Sansan, Leehoon, YeKaixin, Bowei, Laimay, Kelvin Lee, Xiaohui, Amy, Stella, Chunyi and lots more.. realli.. u ppl are a bunch of great frenz.. thankz lots!!!! though we have disputes.. but all are solved.. hope 2 realli have a gathering soon!!!! Gwen n Sansan.. they are my longest ever known frens.. knew them since kindergarden 1...haha!!! they are de 2 tat is always by my side.. so sweet.. especially Sansan.. having known her fer so long.. since kindergarden and yet.. we are still in contact thru primary sch, secondary sch... and now in poly!!!! i will never ever forget wat u have done fer me thru de years in Juying.. especially the day tat u stood up for me when i gt scolded by frenz due to a misunderstanding.. realli.. love ya lots... for Gwen.. though we nw seldom contact.. but still realli wish tat u are doing well.. though we are nt in gd terms in sec1..haha!! but still glad 2 realise tat u are my kindergarden fren!!haha!! as for Xiaohui n Amy.. they are my Ah Shou n Ah Lu!! we are de FU LU SHOU in sec 4/4(2003)... they never despise me though i am a retainee.. yet they are so great 2 me.. make me feel so blessed 2 have them as my great pal during my last yr in Juying.. thankz!!!!! BLGPS ppl like Danxian... realli thankz her lots.. she is truely the one and onli fren tat i have never quarrel before.. haha!!! she is forever so supportive n nice 2 me.. helping me in every areas need i help in.. never will i forget de days which she spent at my hse... singing.. slp over.. haha!! she is truely one of de few best ever pals i have.. even though we are nw in different polys... and we seldome meet up.. but still we make an effort 2 chat in msn once in a while lo.. as for de rest of them... i realli miss them lots..!!! it have been so long since out last gathering.. hmmm.. shall quickly plan for 1 before it gets too late.... Church well.. must first thank the 1 who have brought me 2 church.. LISHI!!! haha!! if nt for her.. i would nt have changed fo much 2 de better.. haha!!! well.. and oso nt 2 forget my ex-cgl Sister Miaoling.. and oso my current cgl Sister Sarah... they are realli veri nice 2 me.. and nt forgetting the cgm.. ppl like Doris, Ashley, Sabrina, Samantha, Xiuli, Shona, Taifong, Weiling, Candice(though i know her onli after i gt multiply out frm W37), and the rest too!!!.. they are realli a fun batch of ppl.. and also a few others that i known frm Cafe work, IRC... ppl like Ailing.. haha!! a great n crazy fren tat i have known frm Cafe... haha!! she is someone tat i find it so easily clicked with!!! and oso Aileen.. knew her thru IRC!!!haha!! wat a place 2 noe each other ya?~haha!!! realli.. thankz all of u..!!! well.. think tats all le ba.. too long an entry le..haha!!!! thankz lots!!! for those tat i missed out.. sorry!! too much ppl for me 2 thankz le...haha!!!
SPCO
this is a place where i found my jiemeis!haha!! consist of.. Szehui, Weiling, Xiuping, Harrison, Layleng, Wendy, Peile, Lihua.. and also the rest like Qiantong, Angeline, Evelyn, Yingqi, Xingzuan(this 1.. noe her veri long le), Lifang, Lingling, Shimin, Liling...and de rest like Desmond, Yinzhi, AhHeng, Samuel, ChuanCheng and lots more... as for my jiemeis... i realli onli get 2 noe them real well during the HK trip.. de rest.. thru my days in SPCO till now.. they have given me lots of encouragement n provides me with entertainment.. and also helping in every single area.. but the ones i realli wanna thanks is realli my jiemeis.. especially Harrison... although he always suan me.. but still he is realli a great fren.. always lend a listening ear when in need.. entertain me when i bored in msn... nt forgetting Weiling oso.. she always there 2 entertain me when i am bored too.. as for Layleng.. realli wanna thank her fer crapping ard with me.. haha!! and oso.. opening CO room fer me.. and nt forgetting.. help me keep my stuffs when i forget 2..and say onli is for me.. den she will help... haha!!! they are realli the ppl tat brings joy 2 my poly life!! love u guys lots!!! jiemeis forever ya~haha!!!
argH!!! so pain.. my tooth.. go and see a dentist ystrday and realise tat i actually gt 3wisdom tooth growing.. can u believe it... 3!!! wat de... haiz.. 2 of it...most probably have 2 be extracted. but still need 2 wait... and see hw it grows... haiz... den gt an mc la... den in de end i skip de microbiology quiz.. haha!! well. den nth much la.. haiz.. den 2day.. suppose to have CPPB lesson nw.. but i overslept... lesson at 10..but i onli wake up at 930.. and i kind of lazy.. so in de end....... rot at hme nw la!!haha!!! shall go 2 sch later maybe joining them fer lunch ba...haiz.. so boring.... shall nt complain..haha!! oh yah.. hmm... i am thinking of quiting de job at church cafe... coz kind of tiring... and my wkends... realli cant commit... so... most probably will be goin 2 interview for Giordano lo..haha!! most probably will be going dwn 2 paya lebar tml with Ailing, who is oso my fellow fren frm cafe, for interview ba~haha!!!anione wanna join?~haha!! oopS... *sumtimes... when i try nt 2 think of u.. but i simply cant... haiz..*
well.. juz woke up.. so tired...slept at 2am ystrday n wake up at 4am.. why?~ haiz. coz my teeth suddenly veri pain again.. haiz.. de pain is getting more n more frequent.. cannot tahan kind lo.. can u imagine?~ de pain is so great tat it can wake u up leh!!! haiz.. well before slp ystrday nite.. i had 2 panadol... den i slp.. but i woke up at 4am again... and have another 2!!!!!!! so i have in all 4... haiz.. my wisdom teeth is realli a teeth of no wisdom sia!!!so stupid de teeth.. growing halfway stuck there dunwan cum out.. haiz... make my life so miserable.. haiz.. how!!!
haha!! well.. yesh.. i decided 2 blog nw..haha! coz i think tml no time 2 blog.. coz going for rehearsal tml.. den have 2 study Microbiology lo. haiz.. yah.. coz monday gt quiz.. sian 1/2... den well... 2day.. went 2 work lo.. veri tired.. nt enough slp.. haiz.. den keep getting scoldin...coz i do things halfway.. haiz.. wat happen sia.. so toopid.. haiz.. den realise nw Jane working part time le.. so sad.. haiz... den 2day Ailing nv work oso.. haiz.. watever.. well.. den i was late fer work.. veri late... haiz.. den work till 6.. den i went off lo.. den went hme.. bath.. den took my own sweet time and go dwn 2 Felisia's grandma's hse..den reach there ard 740pm.. den makan.. den play.. everyting.. her parents.. real wild!haha!! den went back at ard 1020pm.. Rhoda's dad came n fetches us.. and i alighted at the busstop outside the road.. and waited fer 174.. waited fer near 30min lo.. haiz... den reach hme onli by 12midnite.. so sad.. haha!! den after tat.. on the bus.. saw Danny.. and he told me.. 2day last day for 243G... den onli gt 242 left.. but a new route 181.. but never go de same way le.. den i ji tao sian.. coz thinking morning have 2 take 242.. makes me sian..haha! watever la.. think tats all.. kind of tired... and also.. i heard de bed calling me le...haha!!bye!!
yestrday.. lazy 2 blog abt wat happen.... haha!! coz already post de pictures up.. den too tired 2 blog lo..haha!! nw.. having Mathcad lesson again.. so boring... nth 2 do actually.. juz need 2 follow wat the teacher is doing lo.. haha!! well.. for yesterday.. nth much happen la..haha!! went 2 sch.. er... was late again.. almost fell into deep slp during RWP lesson... during lesson.. finished up my long time dued work.. de introduction lo.. den after lesson.. went 2 Mac n bought breakfast... denwent 2 Microbiology lesson.. i practically closed my ears during tat lesson.. coz i busy finising up my IOChem exercise.. haiz.. den after tat went for IOCHEM lesson.. so boring oso.. dun even noe wat de heck de teacher is tokin.. den after tat.. went FC3 makan.. den after makan.. went library.. print out my Introduction.. den after tat went for practical... me n xueshi~haha! den quite sad coz our outcome.. nt veri successful lo.. haiz.. den after lesson.. was tinkin of going 2 co room... but too bad.. nobody there.. den in de end i went back hme.. den nth 2 do... haiz... den quite sad agian.. haha!! coz... no 1 realise i dye my hair again!!!!haiz.. suan le... shall dye it again..... haha!! perharps... next sem ba~haha!! yah.. think tats all le... hahaha!!! bye bloggie!!!
well.. as promised.. here i cum 2 post pic... but... haiz.. de pic quality nt tat good.. sorry..!!!
well.. this is the bear i mentioned earlier!! given by Wormy n Layleng!!!
this... is my zhongruan~ yeah!! my instrument in chinese orchestra~ cOoL ya!!haha!!
well.. did all these while having IDEAS make-up lesson.. teacher talking rubbish.. den i start doing.. since i veri boring..~
first 1... obviously.. is my name... VIC!!!
den de second 1 is of coz~ my sch CO~ SPCO!!!haha!!
den de last 1.. Jie..is XINJIE!!!haha!! i am boring tat time..haha!!
now is baby foto session~haha!! well.. first 1 is xinjie~ de 2nd 1 is me lo!!haha!!!
ok.. den nw.. is my zhilian time!!haha!!! enjoy~
2day... had lesson frm 8-12 lo.. so sian.. haiz.. morning reach dover... at 804am.. so decided 2 take bus lo... coz raining.. den i am going late le.. den so.. took de bus.. had an unhappy unencounter on de bus... even though i am in de bus fer less than 5 mins!!! there were these 2 kids.. they stand in front of me.. den alot of ppl alight at de nxt stop le..which is oso de stop i wanna get dwn lo..den tat 2children.. turned around n faced me.. pushing back into de inner more of de bus which causes me 2 be so frustrated.. i was like.. why cant u stand there fer juz 30more seconds 2 let me get off de bus first before you go n SNATCH de seaT!!i realli veri angry lo.. was late.. nt enough slp... den u still block my way!!! den i kind of stared at de kids veri fiercely lo... den i when i reached de door.. de door closeD!!! and tat time i realli fuming le.. den press de bell furiously... but hw i noe.. wat de heck happen 2 tat toopid bell.. it cant light up nor RING!! arGh!!! den realli thank the uncle who saw wat happen.. he helped me shouted 2 the driver and ask him open de door fer me.. so grateful to him.. but i forget 2 turn and thank de uncle.. haiz.. den after alighting.. went fer clz.. met Yuxing while walking frm busstop 2 clz.. den we went.. de lesson so sian.. den after tat... Excel lesson.. worse... cant sign in my msn..duno why.. den after tat...went makan at FC3... den halfway.. while queuing fer food... my slippers strap came off again!! my 2nd pair!!! haiz.. so.. in de end.. try to paste it back using plaster and maskin tape... den after tat went library discuss abt RWP... den went hme.. change to my shoes.. den went back for CO prac... so tiring.. when going hme.. was thinking of nt going fer prac lo..haiz.. den in de end... i still went... den after tat...Layleng gave me a bear bear lo~ so cute lo!!haha! shall post de foto up tml ba..haha!! well.. it is frm Layleng n Harrison~haha!thankz ar~ haha!! thank my Qing Ai de Tuan Zhang, Layleng and my Hao Jie Mei, Harrison-Wormy!!!haha!! den after pract.. quickly.. i get off.. haha!! with Liling, Peile, Lihua~haha!! coz i too tired.. well.. and oso.. coz i wanna colour my hair~~haha! ya... i coloured my hair again..!!haha!! but i nv cut la~haha!!! ok.. nw typing while waiting fer my hair 2 dry.. haha!!
saw the news juz nw... i realli cant control myself.. my tears juz flow out as though a tap was left open to the fullest... the pictures on those dead bodies realli makes me weeps even more.. i cant believe tat so mani ppl are gone in juz a blink... i realli cannot take it.. well.. i think this saying is realli rite... Bad things normally cums in a pile... first de earthquake.. den de tsunami... haiz.. i realli duno wat 2 say.. my mum was saying ystrday it is to punish those extremist muslim ppl.. those tat supported Osama... maybe ba... (sorry if i offend ani muslim reading my blog) i duno.. haiz.. but thinking of this... i realli wanna say a short prayer fer all those ppl over there....
Father Lord, i really wanna thank you for the never ending blessing that you have given me... thank you for placing me in a country of no natural disasters.... for now i wan to lift up all those ppl who have meet with the disasters... Father, i pray in your mighty name.. bless the ppl.. i pray for you divine protection to be upon all those ppl at the affected countries, especially Indonesia-Acher and SriLanka.... Father Lord, i also pray for those who have volunteer themselves over to help out in the rescue team.. i pray for mercy journey.. i pray for your protection to be upon them... i pray in your mighty name... bless all those who have sacrifice themselves juz to help those victims of this disaster...Father Lord, i wanna lift up all my prayer into your hand... i pray all these in Jesus mighty name, AMEN!!!well.. haiz... i realli hope tat this matter will be solved asap.. like wat i say.. i realli wish 2 be there helping.. but i cant... but de more i read de news.. de more i watch de news... de stronger my urge is 2 go and help out... but i cant.. so i think wat i realli can do nw.. is juz pray for them.. help in watever fund raising that is set up in Spore... well.. i think i shall nt blog abt my day.. coz nth much happen oso..
well. 2 day went 2 sch... EARLY!!! haha!! well.. first time!!! i was earli!! way before teacher take attendence!!!haha!! think my clz tutor oso shock!haha!! well... 2day lesson.. sian lo.. i almost fell aslp..!!!haha!! den after 1st lesson we went fc1 2 makan.. i onli drink lo..coz i had my Mac breakfast... den after tat we went fer our CPPB lesson.. so boring.. den de teacher speak with such a high pitch!!! scary!! den after tat..we went fer IDEAS lesson.. i tell u all.. tat teacher realli can go BANGWALL (10000000000000000000times lo) wat de..!!! i suspect his mind sumting wrong la!!! crazy mad guy... haha!! den after his lesson.. went 2 co room put my bag.. den went fc3 makan with Yuxing.. den after tat went 2 SALC use com... den after tat i went off first 2 co room.. den halfway Evelyn came~haha!! she lame ard lo..haha!! den after a while.. we left at 3plus after Zhiguan came in.. i went 2 Sembawang meet my mummi.. den Evelyn went hme...haha!! den went Sembawang.. and i reach there half an hour early lo.. coz my mum bluff me say she already on de train le.. den i quickly leave sch.. but actually she still at home lo..haiz.. den after tat i went library rot... walk ard look fer a bk 2 read... oh man.. i took a long time 2 find... den in de end when i was abt 2 settle dwn n read.. my mum call and say she reach le -_____-!~ tats lame sia!!haha! den went 2 meet her... den bought a formal black pants.... haha!! den after tat went back JP after wandering ard @ Sun Plaze fer less than 1hour!!! -_______-"~ den after tat go JP bought a black formal shirt~haha!! black.. again... haha!! den after tat go have dinner... @ Fiesta Sushi~haha!! my mum's fren is treating us lo.. den after eating.. i went hme le.. den nw rot.. haiz.. sian.. everyday rot.. nw i realli gt no time.. be it revise my work... or even practice my zhongruan.. haiz.. but still i am online.. cham sia!! i realli slack like siaO!!!! think i gtg off soon.. have made a resolution 2 treat myself better by slping earli!!wahaha!! so... offline by 11pm latesT!! so nw.. 1025pm le.. another 35mins!!! i muz be on de bed!haha!! lalala!! ok... nitex..!!!
*i am trying my veri best... 2 juz forget u... but can i realli forget u... i doubt so... nt being able 2 be de 1 hurts...lovehurts like never before....*
duno why.. juz feel like blogging la.. as for 2day.. nth much realli happen lo.. went 2 church this morning.. haiz.. whole day is raining.. so sad... well.. perharps de sky is weeping coz of de tsunami ba.. haiz.. so many innocent lifes were juz taken juz like tat a blink of ur eye and hundreds of ppl are juz wipe away.. haiz.. realli saddening.. juz nw halfway thru de church service.. i was tinking... if i am an adult nw... if i dun need 2 study nw.. if my parents allow.. if i dun have so much things 2 worry abt when i am nt ard.. i think i will realli volunteer myself to go over there n help.. even though it means sacrificing my life... coz i realli pity those ppl there... realli... haiz... well.. den after service.. i went back hme a while.. den meet Xinjie go CO again.... den after tat went boonlay.. den teacher drove us there lo..haha!! she wanted 2 buy bus concession stamp ma..haha!! den while queuing.. Joanne n Sheila happen 2 walk past.. den they joined us lo.. den after tat took 242 back.. den go Gekpoh with Joanne n Xinjie.. den after tat went hme.. den rot.. haiz...
*u noe i cant forget u.. u noe i am still waiting... but i think i shld realli forget u and nt waste my time waiting... but i simply cant do tat... 5yrs le.. it is far too long... de time taken fer me 2 forget u is so long.. 5yrs have pass... but i have nt yt get u out of my mind...*
well.. a year have past... i realli glad tat a yr have finally pass..haha!! well.. maybe coz i think i have gone thru a lot during this yr... this yr.. is a yr which a lot of things happen... finish my O lvl.. went 2 work @ Noel... helped out in SPCO annual concert.. gt my result... get into de course i wan in SP... get into SPCO officially... went into poly.. reconciled with Laimay... dyed my hair again... cut it fer more than 5times in a yr..changed a new handphone... get a new line... so mani things happen.. haha!!! so happy... well... fer nw... so far... though at times i am complaining tat my life why so miserable but thinking back.. my life last yr... is a yr whereby i am veri blessed well... realli thank the Lord fer being so faithfully blessing me n helping me thru all de dwn times... even though i am nt obedient to His word... well...nw.. i am looking forward 2 another fruitful year!!!haha!!
ok.. fer my friday... i went 2 sch lo..haha!! coz gt lesson.. first ever time i am so earli..haha!! den whole day maths lesson.. kind of veri tiring lo.. den after lesson.. went FC4 meet my dearest Sansan lo.. den we had lunch n crap alot lo.. den tok abt tat guy... tat idiotic guy... dun let me see him in CLS lo.. i sure suan him till he die..haha!!! den after tat went 2 town meet my parents lo..den realise my mum bought a new fone fer my brother... at that moment i realli veri angry.. why?! because is like he never even ask fer 1 and he will get 1... and summore is a camera panasonic fone lo.. but however tat fone is free.. why?! coz my dad went 2 extend my previous starhub line and gt tat fone fer free lo.. tat fone is Panasonic X68 lo...but still tat fone is nt as great as my fone..~haha!! but still i feel so unfair lo... hmPh... but never mind.. i gt a new fone myself le.. so duncare! haha! den walk ard a while den saw Levis sale... but den my mummi dun wan buy fer me.. soB... haiz.. den after tat went 2 takashimaya... den at de atrium there gt de bedsheets sale..den my mummi go see..when reach there.. suddenly gt a guy start shouting..haha!! he is a salesman den coz their brand of bedsheet have a 1hour special sale...den he wanna attract de crowd.. so he started shouting.. at tat moment.. i was ji tao pengz lo..haha!!! so funni de scene... i juz cant help 2 laugh lo..haha!! den he gt another partner..den they both shout 2gter.. den summore they say de exactly de same words lo.. this make me laugh even harder..haha!! they majiam pasar malam lo...but hor..haha!! 1 of de guy quite cute sia!!!wahahahaha!!*Yuxing...how sia!!haha!! but hor.. Casper still rulez la!!haha* oops..okok.. out of topic.. den after tat went 2 jurongpoint... coz my mum wanna buy shoes fer my brother... haiz.. den went there.. rot... den after tat they went 2 buy his sch uniform fer him.. but i a bit tired so i went hme first..den after tat..went 2 cell grp.. so funny lo..haha!! den we have our appreciation nite.. den after tat i went off first 2 meet Xinjie again..haha!! ya.. she again..haha! cham sia! later ppl think she and i...hahah!! no la!!! haha!! she is realli a veri nice fren la~ aha!!! den after tat waited fer her lo.. she took veri long time 2 cum meet me.. in de end i stand outside her corridor den watch de celebration at CC frm there fer a while den she came out..haha!! den we went dwn.. den watch a while den we go boonlay lo..den we waited so long fer de bus.. den in de end.. we miss de countdwn... we reach boolay onli by 0001hours!!!tats lame rite?! so this time... fer new yr..we count dwn on de bus..without noeing de time... and fer our christmas we count dwn in my hse lifT!!!haha!! this yr...cannot make it lo...haha!! den after tat...we went 2 walk ard... den went back lo... den we decided next yr go town n countdwn!!haha!!! den after tat went back Gekpoh cc.. den she called her daddy n asked whether cc there got any food 2 eat anot..haha! coz we 2 veri hungry... but too bad dunhaf.. so went back hme lo..haha!! den i reach hme.. rot....play game... den slp le lo!!haha!!
den fer 2day..i slp till veri late... wake up...start clearing my hse le..haha!! den nw.. veri sian cum blog lo...
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